the switch...

I'm really trying to figure something out. Someone I care about oh so much told me she wished she had my switch. I was confused at first. It took a few seconds of thinking, and it clicked. I have a way with things today, that I don't let things bother me for more than a few minutes. I figure, every moment of discontentedness = a minute that could be spent happy and helping other people. I don't like everything that is going on in my life right now, but so be it. I can't do anything right this second to make all that go away, so I'm gonna try my best and strive for as close to perfect as I can get in getting past obstacles. If I want something, and I don't think it is obtainable, I have to accept that. If I'm involved with someone in any way and they decide to move on, I cannot just sit and fret over it. I don't want to waste any more time in this life stuck on something I can't do anything about. I'm not over some things and don't know when I will be, or if I will be. I can only try to get through them and in the future be wherever I am. I don't want anyone to sit and wait for me to finish holding on to crap. If I can't let something go, I don't want to complicate other people with those issues... especially if they are issues that potentially could hurt someone else. I don't know where I'm going with this. I just feel I need to live my life to the fullest and allow others to do the same. Life ain't always beautiful- I've said it before... so has the song... but it's a beautiful ride. So, I'm going to sit back, and enjoy the ride until God decides it's time for me to run out of gas. Life rocks today- even when it sucks... Life sucks so much better than it did when I was out there. I think I am going to stick around and see what wonderfulness happens!
I love ya'll
May God bless the remainder of your week~