decisions

This morning proved to me that I am not in the right place with the person I am dating. He and I get along fabulously and have had an awesome time together. I been encountering little things that make me question, and yesterday I was in a spot knowing I needed to talk to him about he and I, but was waiting for a day where I wasn't super busy so that I could devote some time to questions he might have... and I also needed to pray about it and seek peace and understanding within myself so that I know for me that my motives are right in the WHOLE situation. I'm not gonna jinx anything that's falling into place yet so I'm keeping myself quiet about a few things. I'm happy in general- and I am at peace. I know that God is leading me in the right direction right now. I'm about to dive headfirst into my recovery effort- not so much time on me because I feel my spirituality being compromised by the things I've allowed in my life. It's time for me and God. Keep ya posted.
God bless and love you all.